On my birthday

I am in a dilemma right now. I am torn into pieces of all the things that I want to do on my birthday, which is on Tuesday (09/24). I want a meaningful, great, quite peaceful and happy day. Though I am going to go to church first which ever decision I made.

First, I want to celebrate at home, cooked some for my family and stay at home where I can achieve a quite peaceful and great and happy day. I want to spend some time being completely happy with my love ones but my siblings have classes so, I am going to be alone at home with my father, kasambahay (house helper) and my other sibling. It might be just an ordinary day at home.

Second, I want to go out with my boy friend though he needs to go to work because it is a tuesday and he just started in his new job. I want to go watch movies, eat a lot of food and talk to him all day which is not boring for me. You know what, I can talk to him for long hours without being bored because I am just happy talking to my best friend / boy friend. I just want a date. I miss having date. If he needs to go to work on my day, it’s okay I understand that.

Third, go to Manila and find and meet some friends who are available to eat and chat with me. Maybe just maybe. I can catch up with a lot of them on a tuesday night after their work. My two girl friends, Rachel and Pauline are in school and busy doing stuff. Which automatically not available.

Fourth, if nothing will happen on my day, maybe I can go alone and treat myself and look back all the past 23 years I have been.

Reaching 23 years living and still kicking some butts is really hard. I know I am tough and will tougher than ever. I am just thankful that I have this kind of life. Whatever happens on that day, I am surely thankful that I am alive today.

I will always be the happy and smiling Anna that others usually says about me. Because a lot of people who knew me, describes me as a sun that can brighten up the room and I will still be that kind of person 23 years more and counting.

Love,
Anna

Advertisements

Happy one! Labor day! Updates here on my blog: themes, profiles, about me section and more

I have decided to update my blog since this plan is a long overdue on my list. I spend whole day polishing this up to be more reader and visual friendly. These changes also have a good impact for me to blog often and I am happy with it.

I must pursue all of my plans and work on a new list. I have thought about doing some extra activities since I have nothing to do here at home. I thought about changing my blog address when I have availed my domain name. I know it is a lot of work. I love doing some work here in WordPress and this is my very first decent blog I ever have.

Updates:

I did some profile updates since the old one is an obsolete entry but I am not satisfied with my latest. I need to think more enticing, more realistic and mature about me entry.

I am having a writer’s block when it comes to my about me because I am not a descriptive type of person who reiterate all the things that I love, like and do most. I need to exacerbate something beautifully craft and real.

Labor Holiday

Happy Labor Holiday! The workforce group have some celebration to make this day because today is their day! Some stayed at home and be with their families while others went to the mall and beach to have fun.

I am not yet belong to the work force so I somehow don’t feel the awesomeness of this day. I must admit that I am unemployed but it is not by choice. I have to wait for the right time and while waiting for that right time I must do something fruitful which is merely equal to a job.

Happy One!

Before I forgot, today is also the 40th month of me and Ejay (my guy). We don’t usually celebrate monthsaries so big but still it is special for the both of us. We do not count the months and sometimes we get confused if how many years we have been together. :-)

What is important with monthsaries are the habit of “reminding” how strong we are in our relationship. Nothing can be more important with is to, REMEMBER and greet each other because it pumps the blood in the relationship to let it live strong and happy.

I love today and everyday. Stay happy as you can be and live your life for it is unique.

Quote: “The only reason for being a professional writer is that you can’t help it.”                                                                                                  -Leo Rosten

Love,
Anna

personal sign

Thomasian!

I am a proud Thomasian, indeed! For 400 years and counting more years of its existence, I have witnessed University of Santo Tomas’ (UST) brilliant courage.

I may not be present when it was founded but I am present to see how strong it was when storms and darkness that tried them to put in an oblivion.

I always Imagine that UST especially the Main Building was like Hogwarts in Harry Potter Series because whenever I see the Tria Haec, I raise my hand then wave and say the words, “Piertotum Locomotor”, then I am ridiculously smiling alone imagining that the statues will moved and protect the Main building against to any entruder. Ha! Ha! That was funny to think how someone would relate things to anything! there were certain things I am amazed about my alma mater. it was just amazing because it was old and it’s still existing. I am happy to tell stories to people I will met that I am proud with UST despite it’s controversies.

Recently, UST had this event called “Velada Tomasina”, where it brought back the scenes and traditions of UST in 1800’s. Some people say, “It was a biggest cosplay in the country”, some said, “it was like a giant tableau”, but for me, it was awesome to feel, to wear, to look, to act and to play like I am in 1800’s.

There is nothing more to say than to say, I am thankful that I am part of the 400th and 401th year of UST. In every corner of the classroom at UST I was molded even more faithful to the Lord. There were many things I have learned in UST and I grow more and further know myself. the diploma that I will get on March was just a part of it but the huge part of UST in me was when she molded “ME”, as a person who would dare to talk in the void of strangers, shout out loud when I feel something that I should say, in short, I became more outspoken and more faithful to God.

From what I was when I’ve entered my alma mater up to what I am now today, I would say that I am different from now and then. There were changes, development and progress. I feel how to be ignored, bashed, belittled, adored, victory, defeat and more, from there I become stronger that what I used to be.

I am not afraid of what I will become after college because I believed that life is a continuous progress and development and there will be changes in any of my dreams but the values will still remain.

I am just a proud Thomasian who sometime bashed UST for its flaws yet I am still with her, staying to learn from her.

Depleted Minds

sembreak

depleted mind

Depleted minds, beautiful thoughts and clinging actions. This semester I have experienced “Ideas-on-mind-unprocessed-actions” that’s what I call with my never-ending sickness (I call it sickness, because I can tolerate that!) this is all about: I have something on my mind (a great idea perhaps) then it will turned out nothing because I never acted it out.

I am a kind of person who acted so random and never follow any schedules because every time I made schedule for the day I never carry out them unless I really need it to do by then.

Semestral break, a fun break isn’t it? I have a lot of sleep and talking. I have a lot of rest even my mind rested (not in peace).

Alright, on Thursday classes will resume and my mind will be off to thoughts academically and will bleed (ironically).

I am thinking of what I can do for my Tumblr site (www.ankrishds.tumblr.com) because I started putting quotations that came from me but it ended with nothing but re-blogging others posts. So, now I am thinking of new entries that I can publish through that site. first I want to publish photos, second I want to publish things that I made then lastly I want to create things that others may appreciate.

I have nothing blog seriously. I am so excited, nervous, bored, lazy. My mind is now depleted by the semestral break and I need sunshine of thoughts.

It’s November! and Christmas is coming, Waking up from the dream of Christmas of ’09, it feels like yesterday and yet next month it’s Christmas time!

I could not believe it that on February 2011 Taylor Swift is coming in Manila! so, this is it! the day that I am waiting for. I am happy for that but in a way I am sad for I don’t have and money to afford tickets but I will keep some money for that event.

Please don’t be in love with someone else, Please don’t have somebody waiting on you… – Taylor Swift (Enchanted)
Never forget to LoveCareSmile,
-Krisha

Catch those butterflies.

No matter how hard I try to make an entry just to have an entry for June but I can’t. So now! July is here and I am going to make an entry I don’t know what topic but I am sure this is about my life.

I keep on staring the box of quick press for minutes and now I am starting to type what I am thinking right now. so many people conspires to have an inspiration but many have tried to stand alone but they just can do it.

I am going to better soon, I want to write an efficient story that people can relate, I want to make a move though I know little by little I can do it.
as my professor in Spanish1 said, “we all want to learn Spanish language in one day but it takes a lifetime to learn a language.” and I believe that to become a better one I need to pray and practice the craft.

I need to learn the craft I am taking in, I am not practicing witchcraft but I am practicing the craft of writing. So much expectations, so much pressures and it can kill me to death though I am still standing right in-front of anybody trying to move forward step by step a and soon those steps when I put them together it is a long journey of my life and it takes years to see the miles of my road and look back of what I have done.

Taking the life of a real journalist is not easy! I wonder why I am taking this course what I know is, I am half way dead in this.

Last Wednesday, my last class ends at 9 o’clock in the evening and my professor dismissed us thirty minutes early so we are glad to go home early. So, my friends and I are the last who leaves the class together with our professor. At first we are joking our professor to treat us for a snack, we don’t even expect that he will take it seriously, so we are saying goodbyes until he said, “ay goodbye? bye!?” so we are wondering why, it was just mean that he will treat us for a snack (it sort of a late snack and a dinner) so we eat then and had fun chatting.

so Thursday, I suppose to review because we will have a quiz but I am a bit lazy so in the evening I watch movie “The Back up plans” the movie is very good, I really enjoyed it. I remember the line of the guy in the movie, “Some things lasts FOREVER.” it just caught me in because the girl did not believe in forver and that guy making her realize that some things are forever. so lovely quote.

One life, One moment, One month. It’s been a long time since I blogged and now I am posting a blog and I am going to update this again. I am pretty busy with my classes I only have one day off and I am not happy with that. I need more time to adjust and to cope up with my schedules. I need to read a lot as in a lot, particularly newspaper because I need to learn how to write a news story and not like tis kind of story.

Hey summer! I miss you so much! I hope you are fine! No one is special than you.

I am learning to think, I am annoyed with my face that is full of pimples! arrrggh. I know I am complaining maybe you are laughing because of that complains, because sometime when I look in the mirror I see my pimples it just ruin my day though it is none sense to ruin my day because of my pimples.

Incredible June! What a hilarious month! full of adjustments and full of change. I am having my time to take things slowly and make plans ahead. I am wondering why I am so shocked why all my plans are gone, I know something good will happen, I don’t know when, I don’t know where or how I just know that I need to believe.

I feel like I am in a full whirlwind and I cannot grasp everything that is happening around me. I am stuck inside of it and I am in a full blown in magnitude waves of wind. (Oh! that’s how I describe my month of June) Now at this moment I am taking time to make everything going to be fine.

LoveCareSmile.

-krisha

3 days of fun and excitement

My first blog here would be about Christmas! The fast phasing of days and nights gives the warm and cold season of December perhaps December is some what nice, I hope that te next coming days would be the same as these days.

Party at Tomweb! last December 17 at the main bldg. aha! this event is very memorable to me! I am so happy! the people, games, foods are so nice even the night itself speaks with the happiness that I am feeling.

The night at my sister (Marian/my classmate) it is so awesome! her family is so nice and amazing they made me feel at home and take a rest comfortably. :)

Friday – December 18 class Christmas party and the “Paskuhan” day, this is my first time attending the “Paskuhan”, the night is amazingly beautiful, I spend the night with my friends and it is so fun, we went home nearly 2am we had our late dinner and early breakfast at KFC. We watch movies and sleep at 3am, oh! and we woke up at 9am and went home.

Saturday – December 19, at the afternoon, I spend it with my high school best friend, we went at the mall and walk around and surprisingly she bought me a gift and I am so touched that I she gave me a present (teary eye). This night I am so satisfied with my day :) spending the life with my friends and family, relationship? I am now contented with my life without a man who only know is to hurt me and make me sad.

So! This is my first happy blog, I am looking forward to many happy blogs and not the sad ones. :)

-Krisha <3